Luxury and Resting Up

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I discovered these bath salts at my favourite online shop. I’m not certain they do much actually, in terms of healing, but are they that different from Epsom salts? They are certainly lovely to lay in a bath with.

I’ve been both busy and boring. My lipstick from a big launch came in, so I played with that, but other than that, I’m not certain I have many spoons left. My body is giving signals it’s unhappy.

  • I’m exhausted most of the time, which is not unusual, but is getting worse.
  • I’m getting sores on my tongue
  • I’m craving chocolate all the time. I suspect my body is looking for quick energy.
  • My minor body aches are becoming bigger. Often I will have simple body aches that aren’t even noticeable, but lately my body is sore almost as if I have the flu or worked out too hard.
  • I’m very jumpy. Every time something falls or touches me, I jump a mile.
  • Open sores. I’m developing sores, like a line along my bust that feels like a bedsore and isn’t healing well.

So I expect to be resting this week.

I got my hair done yesterday. I will post a pic tomorrow when I’m up to it. It’s straight for now because we do a keratin treatment to help with tangles. It lasts longer if you leave it straight and don’t wet it for a bit.

I also bought a bunch of braces. Will show!

 

 

Not so Bad?

I didn’t really sleep last night, but lay curled in a ball on my side. Aside from some urgent puking at around 3 am, things seemed to go okay. Husband leaped out of bed at the clank of the bucket and grabbed the Gravol. I’m still nauseated as hell, and I have the bed spins when I lay on my back.

Husband whispered he would take me to the ER this morning as soon as he got everything settled, but of course I’m feeling better now, although my stomach is still lurching. I wonder if it’s just time or if it was a migraine. If it’s bad again, I’m going. It seems to be worse if anything touches the back of my head, or if I’m not laying on my side.

I guess we shall see what the next few hours brings.

 

On another note, I’ve accepted that I’m too sensitive for social media right now. Really, I’m too sensitive for more than one person at a time right now. I’m not going to go all dramatic and post some goodbye notices, but I’m just acknowledging that it’s not you, it’s me. And that’s okay.

Facebook: where everyone is sure you’re an asshole, and they can’t wait to prove it to you.

Okay, popped some Benadryl. Pray for me.

I need this to be done. My daughter has a dance performance tonight, it’s going to run long and late. My husband should go, and I need to be here with our 13-year-old. He won’t last (autism).

My eyes aren’t right. They aren’t focusing. It’s like it’s foggy, or my glasses are steamed up a bit. Or my eye is lagging. My neck is really sore. I’m so worn out. Today will be quiet. I hope it helps.

Stay flexible my Zebra pals. And hang on, here go the bed spins again! 😄