Revelations

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I’ve written so many editions of this blog where I have been feeling low, it is great to be feeling good for a change.

I have settled into a comfortable routine. I am up at 6 am, available for the kids as they get ready for school. I putter around until around noon. I am in bed, but I fold the blankets and put them aside so I can move around. I lie down as I need to, sometimes it’s ten minutes here and there, sometimes it’s a whole hour at a time. Between six and nine, I am definitely available for my kids, and they talk to me a lot! Once they are into their day, I am more relaxed.

After my afternoon medicine, I nap. Sometimes it’s right until 6:00 pm.  I am around for my family from when I get up (today it was 4:30) until the kids go to bed, usually by 9:00 (their choice) and then my husband and I hang out until the Sleep Monster comes for us. 10?

So, that takes care of getting enough sleep.

Other things I am focusing on:

  • Getting proper nutrition
  • I’ve been making sure I eat good food and don’t worry about weight gain
  •  Focusing on positive shows and experiences
  • Because I am stuck watching tv so much, I focus on more positive shows and not negative ones
  • Lowering stress
  • I have found some good apps to help me keep track of things, and I’m learning not to overload myself
  • Enjoying hobbies
  • Playing with makeup and crappy crafts are more important than they appear. They really help me relax. Organizing things is my kind of fun. 

So far, the results have been good. I am no longer constantly berating myself for not accomplishing more, and I’m having fun!  I still have body pain, yet it is discernable from my mood. In other words, I can be happy and in a good mood and have an aching back, and it’s been a long time since I could say that.

A Piece of the Puzzle

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I visited the neurologist yesterday. She is amazing. Just lovely. Personable. Kind. Great bedside manner. She actually cares. Or if she doesn’t, she is a great actress! 😆

My appointment was for 2:30. We got in at 3, and left at 6, after everyone else. That’s dedication. Plus, she gave me nerve blocks in my face and head. I’m so happy!

Remember how I have been whining about these headaches since March, when they started? I have been having nausea and vomiting, dizziness, and a few other symptoms that are too minute to go into. I saw my pain doc in June, who is a neurologist, asked him about going to the emergency room. He shrugged, and kind of stumbled over words. I’m not a fan of the ER either. I’ve asked each doc about going to the emergency room with my symptoms and none were enthusiastic about me going, but didn’t love me sitting home in pain, either. But every one referred me to a neurologist.  We have a definite shortage right now. I’ve been rejected by a few.

Anyway, this doc feels strongly it is Spontaneous Intracranial Hypotension. Essentially, I have spinal fluid leaking and I will need to do what is called a blood patch to fix it. I think that is a transfusion of my own blood and an epidural with it, but I was tired by then. I will have to research more.

Yes, it’s absolutely an EDS thing. Lucky me.

I do need an MRI, but the doctor said she felt my case was so strong, she felt we may not have to wait for the MRI before the patch, but she would speak to the doctor who does the procedure. He is someone I have worked with before. Highly skilled! Love him!

In the meantime, I need to be horizontal as much as possible, because it causes the least pain.

I’m going to rest now. Yesterday was a long day!

Hugs,