I Need a Reboot

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I was feeling pretty okay today, considering it’s just less than a week before my Botox, and traditionally I’m feeling rough the week to ten days before that appointment. Usually I’m as I was at the beginning of the week, exhausted, unable to move much, napping a lot. Just generally miserable and in pain. It seems the mmj adjustment is helping. I felt a lot better today, and was able to distract myself with the makeup blog and some looks. I didn’t even exhaust myself. My neck was very sore, and my head hurt, but I didn’t think about it.

One thing that disturbs me is in took some photos for Instagram the other day, and I was very tired. When I looked at the photos, my eyes were the aligned. I looked at more photos and you can see the more tired I am, the worker my eyes are. These were bad, though. I will bring it up to my eye doctor when I see him in a couple of weeks.

After I relaxed for today, my husband took our son to therapy. I had dinner, daughter is downstairs at her homework, when all of a sudden I had a cramp in my lower right quadrant that took my breath away. And then another. It’s like some invisible toddler is stabbing me. I have no idea what is happening, but it’s painful. Since my pot doctor said to vape, I’m vaping. The intensity of the pain might actually send me to the hospital if I thought they would know what to do with me. It’s not my appendix. I don’t have a fever, chances are good it’s not something acute, most likely something ripping. An adhesion? But things can change, so husband is aware.

Of course, since my husband had the winter tires taken off the car yesterday, we are in the midst of a spring blizzard. He was going to pick up the car tonight, but he may just come home. I want to snuggle.

I’m just going to flake for the evening and watch garbage TV.

I want to finish vaping, take my medication and go to sleep. Thank goodness my body likes sleeping. I’m very lucky.

Have a lovely day Zebra pals! 😘

 

PS. My predictive text is super aggressive and I just can’t fight with it today. Sometimes, yes. I do mean i, not in. Or it. Or I do mean the word I actually say. 🖕 I have been using this emotional and lot this week. Again. Emoji.  Yes, I know, I can choose the word in the bar above. My Lenovo never did this…

 

The Daily Grind

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I was looking for baby photos of my daughter to post on Facebook to embarrass her, when I came across this one.  My daughter took this of me taking a Selfie,  because she thought my hands were hilarious. They do look pretty EDS-y. Is that a thing? You can see my index finger clearly showing swan neck deformity. This was taken October of 2015.

I found the makeup palette I was looking for. It was in the drawer beside my bed. I don’t often wear my glasses at home, so I sometimes don’t see things in front of my face. I swear I looked there, though! With my glasses and everything! I also promised my husband I would call and confirm his appointment with a sleep specialist. Promptly forgot. Sigh. He remembered and did it, though.

My son didn’t make it to school all week due to anxiety. I feel for him. Grade 7 is horrible. Aspergers is horrible on the downslope. On the upside, it can be beautiful. I kind of want to blog about this journey, but three is too many. Beauty will have to go. Not ready yet.

I’m scheduled to see my friend tonight and she sent me an email saying she’s ready, but she understands if I can’t make it. Which means she loves me, but she loves her bed, too. 😁 I completely get it! I asked if she would mind coming over and ordering in. She gets to see my family, always a treat. But it’s a quiet night. I hope it’s okay, because I don’t know if I can go out. I’m getting frightened of going out without my husband. Part because of ice, and part because of pain. My back is so sore, still. I can’t even really sit up very well. My abdomen, holy moly! I am having the worst cramps. Everything from under my breasts to my pelvis is just one knot of pain. I don’t even know how I’m typing right now. Distraction.

I wanted a bath last night, but my husband was working from home and just sent me to bed at 1:00. Once again, woke up at 6:30. But this time my stupid cable box wasn’t working. He wasn’t home yet, as he took our son to physio, but he worked on the TV thing when he got home. We need a technician now. It’s just my room, too. Boo.

Of course, because I slept so long yesterday I missed a dose of medications, and that can’t be good. I’m probably long past it now. I still want to curl up and sleep. I know if I take extra medication, it will knock me out anyway.

I’d better do something, or I’m going to eat all the cookies in the world…Likely check my social media then nap again.

Stay bendy, my zebras!