I am so grouchy today. I have been for the past few days, actually. If I look at the calendar, it seems to happen around the same few days every month. Isn’t that interesting? This blog is so helpful. 😄😄😄 I’m on Mirena, so I don’t have other cues to go by. I’m also freezing cold, can’t get warm, very tired and uncomfortable. Is that due to my illnesses? Is that due to the extreme cold weather alert? Coincidence? I might as well track it.
I’m trying to be my usual cheerful, yet practical self, but I’m feeling jealous and moody. I don’t feel like talking to people, and I don’t even want to play makeup. I just want to sleep so I can get warm. There are supposed to be two back to back blizzards here Monday and Tuesday, and I have a doctor appointment both days. I’m especially dreading this, because we’ve decided to take cabs, and being nauseated in the back of a cab is hellacious. The parking would cost as much and my husband would have to leave me to get the car, or I would have to walk…cabs are easier, just scary.
I was looking forward to a change of scenery, but I didn’t want it to be nerve-wracking, but I’m probably blowing it up in my mind because I don’t have too many other major things going on at the moment. Except a dull headache. They also call snowstorms blizzards in this city. I’m from the prairies where blizzards trap you in your house for days. I need to remind myself of these things.
I also can’t change these appointments, as one is piggybacking on to my husband’s appointment, and the other is just squeaking by my medicinal marijuana renewal.
Next week is spring break, so no fighting with the boy about going to school, so maybe my acne will clear up! What was fun about being a teenager again? I have money now, and it’s no fun!
Hopefully tomorrow this will have passed. I don’t like myself like this. I want to leave me in a corner and go be with fun people. I will likely put on some TV and organize my extensive makeup and skincare collection. (It’s my thing, I can’t even wear nice clothes, it’s all pajamas) I’ll just be quiet. Calm. Wait for it to pass. Enjoy that there isn’t crippling pain attached and gear up for the next two days. My cannabis doctor is a new one, so that will be an expenditure of spoons.
Have a wonderful day, my Zebra brothers and sisters, and everything you identify as! 😙