Disappointment

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I am so disappointed. I have been looking forward to this doctor’s appointment since we booked it. I was thinking that maybe we could finally address some of the pain I’ve been dealing with. If I could get rid of some of the sensitivity in my abdomen and hip, inner thigh, back area, I would go a long way toward being more mobile and living quite a different life, I think!

But the doctor wasn’t there.

To be fair, I think the issue may have had something to do with him being beholden to another agency. They didn’t tell us anything, but you know what it’s like after a number of years, you learn what to listen for. So, listening in, and knowing he was having trouble when he booked a room for our appointment, he likely didn’t have a listing of his patients (confirmed) when he arranged to see people. Our theory is he wasn’t being paid by the hospital,  but by another agency, which had say over his schedule, just based on what whispering we heard. His interest seemed to lie in a certain area of pain management, which is why he wanted to see these particular patients. He is keen, eager and excited to try to help. I love those kind of doctors. He was so kind at the appointment earlier. The plan is to catch up next appointment, which is April 4, or they will contact my husband if the doctor can meet earlier. I know I jinxed it when I said I didn’t want to go to the doctor this morning! 😁

My husband is at the eye doctor himself, his eyes seem to be clearing up. It’s Friday. I’m unwinding. Going out with a friend this weekend, although I don’t know what we’re doing. Probably lunch!

Found an old photo of me, probably at my heaviest weight.

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Me, with author Lindsay Kelk

I was probably just under 300 lbs here. It’s cropped weird, but I had to get all of me in there. I stopped at just over 300.

And me this morning.

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Waiting for the doctor…

204. I’d like to go to 170, but I’m not all anxious about it in case I get sick again. Sorry about my glamorous outfit, but hey, it’s the doctor! Also, why didn’t anyone tell me my boobs were so huge? Ugh! I need a better bra.

I will do a post about my weight gain/loss another time. Short, though. I used to be quite thin. Medication can do quite a number on your body.

I forgot to mention, I was so busy the other day, I started getting changed, but I only got my pants off! 😁 I wasn’t doing anything too earth shattering, just easily distracted.

Have a great day!

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