All the Feels


I went to bed at 6 pm last night. Why do I have all the feels today? No matter how you look at me or what you say, good or bad, it brings tears. I feel like I’m losing my mind.

I’m pretty sure I’m not losing my mind, though. I’m sure I just need a day off from the pain. Think of all the things I would do. Take a shower whilst standing up! Go to the movies, see a double feature. Go to a store! Go to a restaurant. Have sex. Do more than one in a day. What I would love more than anything is to visit my sister in Beijing or my Grandmother in Winnipeg.

Right now, I just feel like everybody hates me and I am useless. I know this isn’t true, but pain plays games with your mind. I managed to sleep through medication yesterday, so that probably doesn’t help.

My husband is being amazing, as usual. ๐Ÿ˜

I’m going to find some comedy to cry at and stay off Facebook.

Problems posting this are not helping my self-esteem right now. ๐Ÿ˜€

One thought on “All the Feels

  1. Pain definitely does things to your brain. I find myself constructing elaborate stories about why people aren’t checking in.

    Avoiding Facebook definitely helps me too… I can’t even log in at the moment because simply seeing so many opinions is too intense.

    Sending you gentle hugs and hope the Botox offers some comfort xxx

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