I went to bed at 6 pm last night. Why do I have all the feels today? No matter how you look at me or what you say, good or bad, it brings tears. I feel like I’m losing my mind.
I’m pretty sure I’m not losing my mind, though. I’m sure I just need a day off from the pain. Think of all the things I would do. Take a shower whilst standing up! Go to the movies, see a double feature. Go to a store! Go to a restaurant. Have sex. Do more than one in a day. What I would love more than anything is to visit my sister in Beijing or my Grandmother in Winnipeg.
Right now, I just feel like everybody hates me and I am useless. I know this isn’t true, but pain plays games with your mind. I managed to sleep through medication yesterday, so that probably doesn’t help.
My husband is being amazing, as usual. 😍
I’m going to find some comedy to cry at and stay off Facebook.
Problems posting this are not helping my self-esteem right now. 😀